Missing him.

Have you ever just missed someone so much that you start to cry and forcefully stifle your sobs and then your chest starts to hurt and you’re having a really difficult time, trying to catch your breath and your words and most importantly — your emotions? You just sit there and say their name in your head too many times to count, trying to feel better through it but knowing full well that it’s only going to be worse. You miss someone. And the fact that you can’t do anything to ease off the ache scares you shitless.